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August 30, 2009 by Livsunshine
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October 27, 2008 by Livsunshine
Chapter 5

I Grew Up Here!

    When I was three, my brother’s dog had given birth to a litter of nine puppies. My mother
had our massive camera with her on my first trip to see the newborn puppies, and she asked on camera to me as we were walking to our barn where the puppies were located: “Where are we going Livy?” I said in excited response: “To see da puh-pees mommy!”
    A month before I was born, my family moved to the farm...
September 7, 2008 by Livsunshine
Violet Hill

on repeat.

Screaming sighs

leap out of rib cages

defeated atria

unable to push on





eyes, red

morale, bruised

bleeding? yes

he will whisper such good tidings

in the midst of dreams

but only while she's insomniating,

she's tear-vomitting

"I'm froze"

They said what they said

and I tried to fight a war amongst myself

but its over

all over


never sing to me

Violet Hill

June 27, 2008 by Livsunshine

Restrictions and castrations

What do we have anymore?

My heart has been yielding

for you


Prudish ways,

Binding my hands

An unbudging mindset

Oozing out their ears

My head has been screaming

at you


I lost track of the time when forever was mentioned

I lost sights in mind when summer came about

Everything is distorted

I can't explain what I know

And I can't feel what I thought

I don't know where this is taking us
April 20, 2008 by Livsunshine
If you know

If you have believed

everything that you have said here

Then why don't we take up our belongings

And make up our own?

I'd fly to you if I had wings

But seeing that I am merely


no mutant or wonder of any kind

that would be quite on the contrary.

Oh marvelous angel,

Oh life-saving cherubim

Save yourself,

Love yourself.

"There's nothing you can do that can't be done."

Let her go,

let her save herself.

If you inspire just one ...
April 9, 2008 by Livsunshine
He's falling

She's a day tripper.

Paul would agree

And we don't know Where to Go

She has the world in her wonderful fleshy hands


his Thumbelina


The sun is always in Her eyes

and She's his rainbow maker


and loving


Please, don't fall into her muddy sky eyes..

Look me in mine

say you do not love Her sweetie

honestly, sincerely

She has me in a corner

crying, whying


Everyone will love her

Anyone could love...
March 30, 2008 by Livsunshine
Have you ever heard a single drop of rain

Fall, fall, fall


"Shwahh... Splot!"


Summer is so close

The sunshine is blushing all day long

I can taste the air open up

and smile again

And our lungs aren't quite so tight

and the safe structures are torn down

no longer needing protection,

from the winter wind burn.

No need for structured isolation

And the snow in our hearts, mine to be more exact

has melted!


Please don't ...
March 16, 2008 by Livsunshine


Can't you hear?

Can't you tell?

Those are your own voices.

They are whispering to you

life and death


And poisoning what you got




He loves you so

And they keep telling you

No no no

to everything


Little one

Quit your crying please

Don't listen

to the poison

to the acid

that's eating away at your heart and soul


Block out their comments

and their little snide remarks

March 7, 2008 by Livsunshine

Jut out of our sides

and a trickle of blood falls

down down down

in the snow

frozen 'fore we summon first aid tricks


The Peers that stalk hallways

and the bullies of my heart

stone my esteem

But as the saying



They'll never break me


A boy 

not so far away

And not so much of their word


Stole some scraps of bisulfuate powder

and did a line

He made a step in time

And he hung up the line....
February 22, 2008 by Livsunshine
My memories have begun to fade

And now,

Calling all you angels

Why can't things be

and just let be

I'm still crying, yet my eyes keep dry


So lonely

Singing, wailing out nonsense syllables

That helps.

Laughing hysterically and playing catch-up hydrate,

slow skip heartrates.

and with the help of spongy foam to rest against

And a king-sized Milkyway

I am pacified


Sure of nothing

And expectant of everything

Vice versa situations nev...
January 7, 2008 by Livsunshine
My saxophone,
I named it once when I was eleven,
is so beautiful

A loss of words,
and my tongue is stuck
Lymph notes trick me
A scarlet visage,
and my speech is shit.

my Alto Saxophone is always the same colour
And it never fails me,
never leaves me.
It clings to my every intention

My run-to,
who knows me oh so well
I hold you,
And your waves engulf me
Fingering its keys,
at a slightest touch,
My Saxophone sings out pure love.

I have a head full of deception
And ...
December 9, 2007 by Livsunshine
I take my glasses off.
They are pretty thick,
I'm blind, I've heard.
The Army won't take me,
Uncle Sam shuns me
and that is quite alright.
The kiddies pull and scratch at my face
"Lemme see!"
They enjoy the dizzy they get
from my blindness.
When I was a wee girlie,
I told my dad all I wanted in the world
was to see.
No basketball, no scuba diving.
No air-piloting, no night time driving.
But then I take my glasses off-
And the whole world blurs.
I can't pick out a bullseye
November 30, 2007 by Livsunshine
Δεν μπορώ να σας πιστεψω.
Γιατί η κόλαση εσείς βρέθηκε σε με;

Είστε ένα πραγματικό τέρας, όταν α&#...
November 21, 2007 by Livsunshine
Sweet potatoes,
orange and lush
a little brown sugar,
on top

Eat those
damn good
Love them,
They love you back!

The day is January fifth,
and I have an Undeniable Fix
On the sweet potatoes.

The magic
of the Holidays: Christmas, Kwanzaa, New Years
any, of your choice
well, anyway-
it is gone.

Left with the cold,
And those socks
that are going to the exchange.

Damn those potatoes,
my pants won't button
but damn those potatoes,
They are Delicious...
November 18, 2007 by Livsunshine
He is

Walking, marching
beside her
Kissing, loving
all of her.